Anyone else obsessed with the pregnancy boards???

[bbmk2]

Just wondering if I'm the only one who lurks around the boards and is continuing my pregnancy vicariously through the other girls?

Don't get me wrong, I'm really happy for everyone, but I've found myself being a bit down today since penners had her baby this week, and many of the others who got BFP's all around the same time as me are either nursing their newborns or getting ready to deliver beautiful babies.

And here I sit, feeling sad and depressed thanks to this nasty Femara I'm taking to get pregnant again. I shouldn't be TTCing right now--I should be up to my elbows in diapers and laundry and cuddling Rebekah and Jacob. Sometimes it just seems so surreal that my babies are gone.

This sucks.

[kells22]

I still look at the people i was pg with and always think 'i could be 27 weeks pg now with twins' Or i look at someone that WAS behind me and see they are now like 25 weeks and have a moment of sadness!

Before i got pg for the 2nd time i was lurking but oddly enough when i got pg i couldn't face going on to the board for a while!

There was a post on this a while back and a lot of us replied feeling just the same as you.

Take good care of yourself! xx

[megs&david]

I do it a lot. I know that I will feel bad afterward, but I can't help it. I keep thinking about how I would now be in the 2 trimester board now. I wish I would quit looking, but I can't help myself sometimes.

[Nannars]

Girl all of the time, I'd be 34 weeks now and I check on the ladies that got bfp's with me and I check on them. It does give me some happiness to see them doing well and on their way. It makes me feel more like mine was a fluke and someday it will happen. Here's hoping!

[ShesAWannaBeHero]

I can completely relate. I'm constantly on the boards. I know I am way past my due date now but I'm also just reading up and following those that were ttc with me or in my case had a loss with me now and had their kids. I'm truly happy to see their success but I'm making myself sick with that situation now inside of me...the lack of trying I can now do!

I just wish I didn't know of the boards sometimes...because it surely, at my current stage can't support me b/c I don't belong anywhere.

Ugh-

Niki